Thursday, August 7, 2008
2:40 PM
today i laughed while i heard something ridiculous. how i became at fault for something that YOU did.
ok so it's like this. i go out and leave my computer on, because its defragging. i've switched off my laptop cause i don't need it. i come home and it's shut down, by YOU. you didn't call to check before being so "helpful", because apparently the last few times when you called i said it was supposed to be shut down already, and for you to just complete the process. yes, my computer is screwed up ladies and gents, it can get stuck at the End Program screen when shutting down for 2 hours. anyway, because of that, and because you didn't want to "irritate me by calling my hp to check" you helpfully switched off my pc. when it was running the fucking defragger. now i've no idea whether my computer has finished defragmenting, or if my files are in a half fuck state of being half defragmented. and somehow, miraculousy, you can start yelling at ME saying it's MY fault that i didn't tell you not to touch my computer when YOU were the one who touched it the first place? if i don't need things fixed in my room i don't expect you to be so goddamned helpful. so somehow you've become absolved of ALL blame, and it's my fault my computer is turned off. so fucking great. and then you can proceed to lecture me on my ungratefulness, how i don't help out around the house, how you can just change the locks without telling me and i can stay outside. WELL I SAY FUCKING DO IT. STOP USING THAT THREAT OVER AND OVER. YOU THINK THAT SCARES ME? WHY ARE YOU ALWAYS IN THE RIGHT, AND I'M ALWAYS IN THE WRONG, I'M ALWAYS THE ASSHOLE.
y'know what? go fuck yourself. i swear, as soon as i can stand on my own two feet, i'll be out of your life and as far the fuck away as possible as you like it. there will be nobody to "leech" off you. tired of you yelling in my face.